BLOGGING at weird hours again....
Read Rebel's blog.... about the part of growing up... haha.. well.. ya.. guess thaz so right... there will come a time when we start to realise life is not juz about sunshine and flowers...
I still rem when I was younger, I used to think that people don't die. You know.. as in people you love and yourself will live forever and ever... Haha... then as you grow up, you realise that it is juz something that you can nv avoid. Someone says before: AS YOU GROW UP, YOU SEE MORE AND MORE DEATHS AROUND YOU. And then you will begin to realise how scary it all seems to be... LIFE~
I still rem when my grandpa pass away, his three elder sisters gathered with my grandma... they were havin a conversation when the eldest sister of my grandpa said,"Now is realli about que-ing up and see whoz goin first...." Can you imagine there comes a time when you start to think about that? When ur frenz start to GO...er... better dun thinK~
Anyway..... my grandpa's eldest sis had passed away last year.
Who would wan to grow up? Juz like you thought you would like to watch CARTOONS forever when you were young and then gradualli stopped watching it without realising it.... I used to wonder how is it possible for adults to live without watching the TV... n now.. I m one of them.. to think that I used to be able to recite all the tv programmes lining up for the whole week... (^.^lll)
Erm.. I think it is realli about time to think about getting independent and stuff... thaz why I m lookin for a tuition job... kinda wan to pay for part of my own spending as well...
Anywae.. my mum n dad are goin to HK nez month for two weeks... HOME ALONE for me~ Haha... take it as a step of growing up? Haha.. well juz hope that the roaches dun visit me during those weeks... :p
I have a verse too.... Find it meaningful.. but dun realli know how true can it get...
When you are born, you are crying while everyone is smiling.
When you die, you are smiling while everyone is crying.
Like not realli related.. but well.... I think most we can achieve in life is this....
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