Thursday, September 02, 2004

TO JOURNIE:

Hey... I dunno what happen to you.

But dun say u wanna die or things to that extent, it worries people you know. I was tryin to put a comment on your blog but.. well.. sth is WRONG and it can't get posted, I might as well write it here.

Everyone has their own trouble. No matter how big or small it is. Juz remember there r people more unfortunate than you out there. Well.... LIKE ME!!! Haha... Juz joking. Look for me when you feel down. What are frenz for right? They are supposed to be there for us to talk to, ABUSED when necessary and EXPLOITED. Oops... guess I juz got a little carried away. :p

Well... guess life is like that, the more you wanna break free, the more you feel constraint. The more u wish for sth, the more disappointed you get when things didn't goes right. DONT DESPAIR~

REMEMBER YOUR NICK: LOVE YOURSELF, LIVE YOUR LIFE~ Live believing. Dreams are for weaving. Wonders are waiting to start. RIGHT?

這麼寬廣的世界億個萬個也在捱
請不必將你我突然放大

(=^.^=)

Monday, August 30, 2004

It's Over~

Well, today is the 30th August 2004. The time now is 8.57pm. Why am I saying this?

Haa.. becoz this is a veri SPECIAL and MEMORABLE day.

It begins as any ordinary day. Going to school for a tutorial and a lecture. It becomes special after I went home. Ok.... ** taking a deep breath** this is it:


WE ARE BACK TO BEING FRIENDS NOW. Ya.... there is no mistake about it. Ron and I are over now.

Guess it never work out. Haa~ He is so stress up with his things that he has no time to commit. And me... well... people who knows me know I don't like to commit. I always run away from any potential threats. haha... Maybe both of us know we will hurt each other eventually if we stay together.

So this is it: IS OVER~

The funny thing is... I dun realli feel much emotional upheaval at all. I feel calm and composed and normal. In fact, I felt relieved that we talk it out. I dunno about him though. Guess he feels normal n calm n composed too. **wink**

Although the words "break up" never come out, but it is juz an equivalent~ :) Anyway, I m meeting him tmr to get my D-cam~

I juz realized sth... maybe wt n I can't have BGR at the same time. LoL~