A fren forward this quiz to me: (is from Poni.. actually)

CLICK HERE TO TRY THE QUIZ

N hey... I find the result frighteningly true...


You are constantly trying to make a favorable impression and endeavoring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavors are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavoring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

Circumstances are holding you back, forcing you to back off and to forgo all the pleasures, fun and games for the time being. But this is only a temporary situation and before you even know it the situation could change.

You are very restless and inclined to be depressed - and try as you may you feel that you are unable to control the situation in which you now find yourself. You refuse point blank to relinquish control of your feelings and to place yourself in other people's hands. It would appear that there is a condition or a relationship on the horizon which you feel could cause you further unwarranted aggravation and stress. This is the last thing you need at this time. There must be more to life than the present situation. You are not quite sure what you are looking for and so you tend to be impatient and irritable until what you seek presents itself to you. You need to get away from this unsatisfactory state of mind, especially now, as you find that your powers of concentration are suffering.

You are putting on a show - a facade. (er.. I juz mentioned this in a previous post.) You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.

YUM CHA?! (trans: drinkin tea) Ha.. yeah... literally drinking tea.. not with dim sum n stuff.. bet you can notice the sushi conveyor belt at the side.. (^.^|||) AND yes.. I know I am lagging... the two pictures I posted below are from the National Day Parade Final Rehearsal earlier this month. Thought it might be interestin to post... :p  

Raffles landing.. n founding of modern Singapore 

Parachutes from the sky... 

THIS greenish mold.. is... my BROTHER's teeth!!!!

Great... he went home n put it on my desk.. and said, "OK.. this is my teeth. Is for you. So when you miss me, you can juz look at it." (^.^)

Seriously.... why would I miss him? Let alone his teeth?!

I was told that he was selected from his camp for the oral hygiene competition... n this only lead to one conclusion --- other guyz in his camp have no teeth. Or they simply don't brush their teeth at all.

Oh.. come on..

my brother's teeth for oral hygiene?

GET REAL.

Went to Jurong Point today... n sat at mac for hours....

No.. I am not goin crazy...

These daez my home is in such a chaotic state... I can't bear to stay at home when I am trying to concentrate on doin something...

Juz imagine... my desk is piled up with papers that I could hardly see my own table top. :(

Yes... I can shoved everything onto the floor... erm.. but I can't really make out the tiles on the floor these daez... is occupied by paper bags and boxes...

I hate mess... I can't work well when my room is in a mess... so.. I should apologize if I talk to anyone of you during one of my more "messy" times.. muz have sounded serious n stuff...

I was trying to fill up some forms for HKU... and typed out the credit transfer details at mac juz now...

Haiz...

As I was sitting there... I suddenly thought of the possibility of me doing something similar in the future...

Will I ever have the chance to leisurely eat dessert at Mac cafe.. work with my laptop and listen to my mp3... n look on at passer-bys in Jurong Point again?

Maybe... but the feelings might change in the future...

Guess I am beginning to treasure all the little things I did on this tiny island... haa.. hope is not too late...

Like taking a bus ride... siting in a train... walkin along a stretch of road I always pass by...

Those tiny little details that make each of your day... it seems so insignificant till you realized one day... "Hey.. things are going to change and you might not be able to experience this anymore!"

Of coz.. I do think that I will see it again.. most probably I will still take a bus, ride a train etc in the future... but maybe the feeling would be different by then?

I think I am developing a habit of staring blankly all of a sudden...

Dun disturb me if you see me doing it... I am juz trying to remember the moment as it is...


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People ask me am I going for good?

I don't know. Is it really "for good"?

I think is somewhere in between... "for good" or "for bad"...

n HEY.. I do not hate this place. I mean.. I don't really like the weather... the lack of place to go is another major headache... n the absence of liveliness is another thing...

But apart from these teeny weeny glitches.. all is well.. all is fine... I do have a heart and I do feel.. :p

I will never go for good as long as there is a reason for me to be back.

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N... I think a few daez ago... had a conversation with my brother's fren... a guy who went to HK with us before...

I dunno what happened... but at some point he said...

"I really admire you. You are strong and confident.
Play Hard, Study Hard.
Dare to be different."

I was stunned by his word. Am I whom he said I am?

Palz.. is merely a facade.

I have my fears too.

In fact... a lot of them.

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ANYWAY... to cheer things up a little bit... is time for my insanely hilarious Pinky and the Brain to do their job~ v(^.^)v

Brain: Promise me something, Pinky. Never breed.
Pinky: I'll try.


B: Pinky, are you pondering what I am pondering?
P: Whoof, oh, I'd have to say the odds are slim, Brain.
B: True.
P: I mean, really, when have I ever been pondering what you've been pondering?
B: To my knowledge, never.
P: Exactly. So, what are the chances that this time, I'm pondering what you are pondering?
B: Next to nil.
P: Well, that's exactly what I am thinking too.
B: Therefore, you are pondering what I am pondering.
P: Poit. I guess I am.

I juz love that cartoon. Did you know is by Steven Spielberg?

CiaoZ.