Went to Jurong Point today... n sat at mac for hours....

No.. I am not goin crazy...

These daez my home is in such a chaotic state... I can't bear to stay at home when I am trying to concentrate on doin something...

Juz imagine... my desk is piled up with papers that I could hardly see my own table top. :(

Yes... I can shoved everything onto the floor... erm.. but I can't really make out the tiles on the floor these daez... is occupied by paper bags and boxes...

I hate mess... I can't work well when my room is in a mess... so.. I should apologize if I talk to anyone of you during one of my more "messy" times.. muz have sounded serious n stuff...

I was trying to fill up some forms for HKU... and typed out the credit transfer details at mac juz now...

Haiz...

As I was sitting there... I suddenly thought of the possibility of me doing something similar in the future...

Will I ever have the chance to leisurely eat dessert at Mac cafe.. work with my laptop and listen to my mp3... n look on at passer-bys in Jurong Point again?

Maybe... but the feelings might change in the future...

Guess I am beginning to treasure all the little things I did on this tiny island... haa.. hope is not too late...

Like taking a bus ride... siting in a train... walkin along a stretch of road I always pass by...

Those tiny little details that make each of your day... it seems so insignificant till you realized one day... "Hey.. things are going to change and you might not be able to experience this anymore!"

Of coz.. I do think that I will see it again.. most probably I will still take a bus, ride a train etc in the future... but maybe the feeling would be different by then?

I think I am developing a habit of staring blankly all of a sudden...

Dun disturb me if you see me doing it... I am juz trying to remember the moment as it is...


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People ask me am I going for good?

I don't know. Is it really "for good"?

I think is somewhere in between... "for good" or "for bad"...

n HEY.. I do not hate this place. I mean.. I don't really like the weather... the lack of place to go is another major headache... n the absence of liveliness is another thing...

But apart from these teeny weeny glitches.. all is well.. all is fine... I do have a heart and I do feel.. :p

I will never go for good as long as there is a reason for me to be back.

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N... I think a few daez ago... had a conversation with my brother's fren... a guy who went to HK with us before...

I dunno what happened... but at some point he said...

"I really admire you. You are strong and confident.
Play Hard, Study Hard.
Dare to be different."

I was stunned by his word. Am I whom he said I am?

Palz.. is merely a facade.

I have my fears too.

In fact... a lot of them.

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ANYWAY... to cheer things up a little bit... is time for my insanely hilarious Pinky and the Brain to do their job~ v(^.^)v

Brain: Promise me something, Pinky. Never breed.
Pinky: I'll try.


B: Pinky, are you pondering what I am pondering?
P: Whoof, oh, I'd have to say the odds are slim, Brain.
B: True.
P: I mean, really, when have I ever been pondering what you've been pondering?
B: To my knowledge, never.
P: Exactly. So, what are the chances that this time, I'm pondering what you are pondering?
B: Next to nil.
P: Well, that's exactly what I am thinking too.
B: Therefore, you are pondering what I am pondering.
P: Poit. I guess I am.

I juz love that cartoon. Did you know is by Steven Spielberg?

CiaoZ.