Freedom is not a human right conferred by Heaven. Nor does the freedom to dream come at birth: it is a capacity and an awareness that needs to be defended. Moreover, even dreams can be assailed by nightmares.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Woke up by REBEL' sms...
"My doom is near. Farewell all..." (^.^lll)
Well.. didn't quite get what she means till I recall she had her dreaded fitness test todae.. Haha~
The last time she had that was .. erm.. 3 years ago? Oh please.. whoz to blame for neglecting her EXERCISE~ HAHAA~ Oh.. n u failed 4 stations? Totally predictable.
Erm.. how many stations are there anyway? Erm.. ok.. therez one on sit-ups.. another on pull-up... n another on shuttle run.. n another on sit-n reach.. standing broad jump and YES.. everyone's favourite.. the 2.4km run. Wow.. n u fail 4 out of 6? Erm.. COOL. Haha~
Not to forget ur DEAR fren here is a gold medalist all the wae.. Muahaha~..
Ok... cut the crap...
Dun bash mi up after u saw this though.. LOL~~~
"My doom is near. Farewell all..." (^.^lll)
Well.. didn't quite get what she means till I recall she had her dreaded fitness test todae.. Haha~
The last time she had that was .. erm.. 3 years ago? Oh please.. whoz to blame for neglecting her EXERCISE~ HAHAA~ Oh.. n u failed 4 stations? Totally predictable.
Erm.. how many stations are there anyway? Erm.. ok.. therez one on sit-ups.. another on pull-up... n another on shuttle run.. n another on sit-n reach.. standing broad jump and YES.. everyone's favourite.. the 2.4km run. Wow.. n u fail 4 out of 6? Erm.. COOL. Haha~
Not to forget ur DEAR fren here is a gold medalist all the wae.. Muahaha~..
Ok... cut the crap...
Dun bash mi up after u saw this though.. LOL~~~
Friday, October 08, 2004
BORN TO FLY
This is not a song. But a nice poem I found in my friend's friendster. Isn't that cool? Haa~ Well, my friend has the same aspiration as me. Thaz to do sky-diving somedaez!! Well maybe tandem diving first. Haa~ Really looking forward to that~
Flight is freedom in its purest form,
To dance with the clouds which follow a storm;
To roll and glide, to wheel and spin,
To feel the joy that swells within;
To leave the earth with its troubles and fly,
And know the warmth of a clear spring sky;
Then back to earth at the end of a day,
Released from the tensions which melt away.
Should my end come while I am in flight,
Whether brightest day or darkest night;
Spare me your pity and shrug off the pain,
Secure in the knowledge that I'd do it again;
For each of us is created to die,
And within me I know, I was born to fly.
YuP.. we are all born to fly~
This is not a song. But a nice poem I found in my friend's friendster. Isn't that cool? Haa~ Well, my friend has the same aspiration as me. Thaz to do sky-diving somedaez!! Well maybe tandem diving first. Haa~ Really looking forward to that~
Flight is freedom in its purest form,
To dance with the clouds which follow a storm;
To roll and glide, to wheel and spin,
To feel the joy that swells within;
To leave the earth with its troubles and fly,
And know the warmth of a clear spring sky;
Then back to earth at the end of a day,
Released from the tensions which melt away.
Should my end come while I am in flight,
Whether brightest day or darkest night;
Spare me your pity and shrug off the pain,
Secure in the knowledge that I'd do it again;
For each of us is created to die,
And within me I know, I was born to fly.
YuP.. we are all born to fly~
TIME FOR A POST~
Well.. sorry... recently I've been struggling with my two term papers which happened to make up 30% of this term's results. (^.^lll) 1500 words for History and 2000 words for Politics.. HaIz.. why can't it be the other wae round... 2000 for History n..
haha.. Okie.... sorri.. goin into my own world again... You guyz are SPOT ON.. I am realli so naggy that my History papers got to be shortened.. Hahaa~ Grandmother story.... Still "editing" though... and my politics in Southeast Asia... ArgHhh... still can't think of anything to write yet... HELP~
So amidst of all these "actions", here I am blogging again~
Er... juz realized... nothing to blog about todae... so lyrics time! LoL~
The SonG "WorDs" PlaYiNg in My BloG...
Smile an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Coz that could bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story now, my love
Right now there'll be no other time
And I can show you all my love
Talk in everlasting words
And dedicate them all to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say
It's only words and words are all I have
To take your heart away
Yup.. could imagine Rebel doin a sing along in her office... that shirker... :p
Actually, I am really looking forward to the holidaez. People.. waz the plan?
If I could finish this dumb essay by tmr.. anione wanna go to chill at Breko or sth? Haha~
CiaOz foR noW ~
Well.. sorry... recently I've been struggling with my two term papers which happened to make up 30% of this term's results. (^.^lll) 1500 words for History and 2000 words for Politics.. HaIz.. why can't it be the other wae round... 2000 for History n..
haha.. Okie.... sorri.. goin into my own world again... You guyz are SPOT ON.. I am realli so naggy that my History papers got to be shortened.. Hahaa~ Grandmother story.... Still "editing" though... and my politics in Southeast Asia... ArgHhh... still can't think of anything to write yet... HELP~
So amidst of all these "actions", here I am blogging again~
Er... juz realized... nothing to blog about todae... so lyrics time! LoL~
The SonG "WorDs" PlaYiNg in My BloG...
Smile an everlasting smile
A smile can bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
Coz that could bring a tear to me
This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story now, my love
Right now there'll be no other time
And I can show you all my love
Talk in everlasting words
And dedicate them all to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean
A single word I say
It's only words and words are all I have
To take your heart away
Yup.. could imagine Rebel doin a sing along in her office... that shirker... :p
Actually, I am really looking forward to the holidaez. People.. waz the plan?
If I could finish this dumb essay by tmr.. anione wanna go to chill at Breko or sth? Haha~
CiaOz foR noW ~
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Reckon I should post sth here to BRIGHTEN up the grim atmosphere I've created..
Muahaa.. ok.. I posted one juz now n the server was down... COOL... I got to re-typed all my rubbish again~ ArgHHHH................
YuP... as I was sayin juz now... I added a MIDI to my blog.. HoHo... Is "words" by Bee Gees~ I wanted to put up "First of May" initialli... well... maybe nez time... haa~
Overloaded with work as usual... LoL~ Aniwae.. I was surfing the net juz now n saw some up and coming movies:
Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason... Check out the trailer here: http://www.bridgetjonesmovie.com/
N.... Surviving Christmas starring Ben Affleck... NeH.. funnily... the movie is release in October.. haa~ View the trailer here:
http://www.survivingchristmas.com/
RIGHT... I m bored.. haa... but what to do when I m "self-grounded" todae? :p
Enjoyin life todae? Haa... tell mi about it~
CiaOz for Now~
Muahaa.. ok.. I posted one juz now n the server was down... COOL... I got to re-typed all my rubbish again~ ArgHHHH................
YuP... as I was sayin juz now... I added a MIDI to my blog.. HoHo... Is "words" by Bee Gees~ I wanted to put up "First of May" initialli... well... maybe nez time... haa~
Overloaded with work as usual... LoL~ Aniwae.. I was surfing the net juz now n saw some up and coming movies:
Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason... Check out the trailer here: http://www.bridgetjonesmovie.com/
N.... Surviving Christmas starring Ben Affleck... NeH.. funnily... the movie is release in October.. haa~ View the trailer here:
http://www.survivingchristmas.com/
RIGHT... I m bored.. haa... but what to do when I m "self-grounded" todae? :p
Enjoyin life todae? Haa... tell mi about it~
CiaOz for Now~
Have been doin a little thinkin...
Maybe I am helpin people too much... maybe I should be juz a little more "hack care" about others business even if they wanna get mi involved..
Their troubles are like turning into mine these daez... I m not a saviour or a mentor.. I dun have the answers.. but WHY ... WHY am I always faced with these problems.. these ethically questionable issues are beyond my ability to handle them... DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE THE ANSWERS?
Helpfulness is like my own damnation... my sanity is really hold by a thread these daez.. the onli SHEER force impelling mi to the track I m walkin on is this sanity...
DAMN... if it breaks.. I'll run wild...
after all.. being SERIOUSLY insane has always been my forte...
HELP~
Maybe I am helpin people too much... maybe I should be juz a little more "hack care" about others business even if they wanna get mi involved..
Their troubles are like turning into mine these daez... I m not a saviour or a mentor.. I dun have the answers.. but WHY ... WHY am I always faced with these problems.. these ethically questionable issues are beyond my ability to handle them... DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE THE ANSWERS?
Helpfulness is like my own damnation... my sanity is really hold by a thread these daez.. the onli SHEER force impelling mi to the track I m walkin on is this sanity...
DAMN... if it breaks.. I'll run wild...
after all.. being SERIOUSLY insane has always been my forte...
HELP~
Change of blogskin...
Change of mood...
Turning dull and dark? Haa~
Well.. can't help it...
SomEthinG happened yesterdae.. is not about mi.. is about my fren...
But somehow.. is juz hard to accept... an irreversible mistake she made? Or is it my fault that I didn't stop her when I can?
I dunno animore... I dun UnDersTanD animore.. is getting too complicated for me~
Haha.. m I confusing everyone? That is exactly my feelin now..
CONFUSED~
HopE she can get her life back on track soon.
Change of mood...
Turning dull and dark? Haa~
Well.. can't help it...
SomEthinG happened yesterdae.. is not about mi.. is about my fren...
But somehow.. is juz hard to accept... an irreversible mistake she made? Or is it my fault that I didn't stop her when I can?
I dunno animore... I dun UnDersTanD animore.. is getting too complicated for me~
Haha.. m I confusing everyone? That is exactly my feelin now..
CONFUSED~
HopE she can get her life back on track soon.
Monday, October 04, 2004
Tired like HELL... gettin my Mondae BlUes todae aGaIN~
So I took the cab to sch.. LoL~... At this rate, I'll be broke in no time this month~
Nothin much happen todae... well... borrowed 4 books from the school's central library...
Know that you guyz will not be interested in what I borrow.. but u see.. nothin to blog todae.. Haa.. so ThIs is iT:
Century of Genocide Eyewitness Accounts and Critical Interviews
Annihilating Differences
Human Rights: An Introduction
Human Rights in Eastern Europe
Haha... well well.. can guess my topic? Haa~...HaIZzzzz~ Is on Racism in the 20th Century... History EssaY~ DaMN~ Gotta look for books tmr too... ArgHH~~
Juz realize that my sch have 5 to 6 libraries and NONE of these have fiction books~ Can you imagine that? A library with onli documents, non-fiction, journals... er... juz the thought of it... u know how bad a library like this can be.. n with FIVE to SIX situated in diff. parts of the campus... ThaZ heLL~ N whoz to blame when there is no reading culture among the undergrads? DoTzzzzZz
ArGhh.. guess I'll be stuck in that LiBraRy for sometime. After my HisTorY essaY.. the due date is comin for my PolItics in SEA papers.... then my Politics presentation.. then EXAMS... YuCKs~
I know is REBEL's long awaited time.. since her attachment at HDB will end right? Dotzz... act like u r workin lor...
Aniwae.. so howz the holidae plan goin? Huh? Huh? CaN someone tell ME~ Mi is alright with wateva place you come up with... as long as it is EnJoyaBle.. haa~ But preferably with the SPA pls... HoHO~ Woohoo.. sunshine.. beach.... SPA.... aniwae i dun mind cruise too... HahA~
Laaa~ Sorri... TIRED... thaz why goin to HYPER mode now...
Goin to sleep...
ZzzZzzzZzzz (^@^)
So I took the cab to sch.. LoL~... At this rate, I'll be broke in no time this month~
Nothin much happen todae... well... borrowed 4 books from the school's central library...
Know that you guyz will not be interested in what I borrow.. but u see.. nothin to blog todae.. Haa.. so ThIs is iT:
Century of Genocide Eyewitness Accounts and Critical Interviews
Annihilating Differences
Human Rights: An Introduction
Human Rights in Eastern Europe
Haha... well well.. can guess my topic? Haa~...HaIZzzzz~ Is on Racism in the 20th Century... History EssaY~ DaMN~ Gotta look for books tmr too... ArgHH~~
Juz realize that my sch have 5 to 6 libraries and NONE of these have fiction books~ Can you imagine that? A library with onli documents, non-fiction, journals... er... juz the thought of it... u know how bad a library like this can be.. n with FIVE to SIX situated in diff. parts of the campus... ThaZ heLL~ N whoz to blame when there is no reading culture among the undergrads? DoTzzzzZz
ArGhh.. guess I'll be stuck in that LiBraRy for sometime. After my HisTorY essaY.. the due date is comin for my PolItics in SEA papers.... then my Politics presentation.. then EXAMS... YuCKs~
I know is REBEL's long awaited time.. since her attachment at HDB will end right? Dotzz... act like u r workin lor...
Aniwae.. so howz the holidae plan goin? Huh? Huh? CaN someone tell ME~ Mi is alright with wateva place you come up with... as long as it is EnJoyaBle.. haa~ But preferably with the SPA pls... HoHO~ Woohoo.. sunshine.. beach.... SPA.... aniwae i dun mind cruise too... HahA~
Laaa~ Sorri... TIRED... thaz why goin to HYPER mode now...
Goin to sleep...
ZzzZzzzZzzz (^@^)
Sunday, October 03, 2004
YeaH... JuZ to ProVe thaT i Am stiLL "YoUng and HIP" as quoted from someone's blog.. muahaa~
Muz write sth to redeem myself.. laaaalaaa~
"EVERYONE SAYS MY FRIENDS ARE PIGS. ***stop to think for a moment & nod my head with certainty***I AGREE."
WooHoo....
So Am I goIn bacK to the HiPPy agE now...
ERRRR.. but actualli nothin to blog todae eh....
YaWnzzz.. sleepy again~ Still strugglin with my essay on SeGregaTioN~~~
Laaaaaaa~ CiaOzzzz~
Muz write sth to redeem myself.. laaaalaaa~
"EVERYONE SAYS MY FRIENDS ARE PIGS. ***stop to think for a moment & nod my head with certainty***I AGREE."
WooHoo....
So Am I goIn bacK to the HiPPy agE now...
ERRRR.. but actualli nothin to blog todae eh....
YaWnzzz.. sleepy again~ Still strugglin with my essay on SeGregaTioN~~~
Laaaaaaa~ CiaOzzzz~
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