Rationality?
Is this something to revere or something deemed negatory?
Or have I been using it in all the wrong places?
Is it too late?
Freedom is not a human right conferred by Heaven. Nor does the freedom to dream come at birth: it is a capacity and an awareness that needs to be defended. Moreover, even dreams can be assailed by nightmares.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
A boulevard that I've walked pass sometime ago...
I still remember how it was not very long ago I sat on a stone bench there... reflecting on the past and the possible path I should steer towards to in the future.
Then...
it was perplexing.
It was never easy.
I know things would change becoz of this decision.
Most things seem to be like before. Even those things that changed changed within my expectation..
Still... there is miscalculation...
And how could I have guess?
the one thing that changed without my comprehension...
is just me.
I still remember how it was not very long ago I sat on a stone bench there... reflecting on the past and the possible path I should steer towards to in the future.
Then...
it was perplexing.
It was never easy.
I know things would change becoz of this decision.
Most things seem to be like before. Even those things that changed changed within my expectation..
Still... there is miscalculation...
And how could I have guess?
the one thing that changed without my comprehension...
is just me.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Back in Singapore.
Finally I found some time to blog this statement.
Hee..
Well... time flies in HK. Went to Shenzhen, Macau and Disneyland before I came back.
Anyway...
Used to think that HK and SIN are miles apart. But it doesnt feel that far away anymore. Let's say it juz feel like a long bus trip from one point to another.
People might find it hard to comprehend that I am back in Singapore. So does it mean that the past months have become a vacuum devoid of any meaning?
NO. Serious.
The truth is... I am not back to square one - the time before everything happens. I do think it is the best decision I have ever made till this point of time.
I might be back in SIN. But I don't feel the same anymore.
It is ironic that I hate changes, fear being forgotten, disappoint at things that doesnt go well...
Yet...
I do change.
I do forget.
And most unfortunately, do disappoint.
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4.00am 08 Jan 2006.
Sigh.
Did something impossible.
It's ok now.
Finally I found some time to blog this statement.
Hee..
Well... time flies in HK. Went to Shenzhen, Macau and Disneyland before I came back.
Anyway...
Used to think that HK and SIN are miles apart. But it doesnt feel that far away anymore. Let's say it juz feel like a long bus trip from one point to another.
People might find it hard to comprehend that I am back in Singapore. So does it mean that the past months have become a vacuum devoid of any meaning?
NO. Serious.
The truth is... I am not back to square one - the time before everything happens. I do think it is the best decision I have ever made till this point of time.
I might be back in SIN. But I don't feel the same anymore.
It is ironic that I hate changes, fear being forgotten, disappoint at things that doesnt go well...
Yet...
I do change.
I do forget.
And most unfortunately, do disappoint.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4.00am 08 Jan 2006.
Sigh.
Did something impossible.
It's ok now.
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