OK... goin out later... to buy the HOUSE-WaRmInG present for eileen.. FINALLY. Hope we can find sth.

Things kinda get a little complicated. Suddenli I feel that I dun realli wan to commit to anithing. Maybe... I still wanna keep my options open... or maybe... he's not the right one. I dunno.

GREAT.... I m mad. ARGHHHHHH...........