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Suddenly I felt everything comes rushing to me.

I was woken up by an sms to get to school at 12.30pm for Chinese Project at 12.15pm. What can I say? I am impressed. I am still at home though. Worser still, my group leader haven't tell me what do I have to write about zhu ba jie.. while all my other project mates know!!! Cool.. now I muz have become the outcast there.. the one who mizz the first meeting and didn't do any writing up.. SUX~~~ I hate that feeling you know... is soOOOoo terrible.. I've nv been the odd one out in that wae.

I am beginning to hate myself for it. Telling myself I "should have" ask more about MY PART of the project... "should have" ask more about the time of the meeting...

.... What can I do? Even if I say sorry.. and they say is alright.. I still feel that it is juz a lie. They muz be feeling unfortunate to be in the same group as mi now....

ARGHHHH...............

I realli have to buck up man... less blogging.. less msn.... etc etc...

Well.. maybe I should juz keep up with my EPL matches n leave the rest alone...

I NEED TO CLEAR UP THE MESS ASAP....